Tuesday, November 02, 2010

Live Without Fear

“The Lord is my shepherd I will not want”.

How does this verse in Psalm 23 apply to fear? Well what is the root of fear? The loss of something, (typically in the future tense). Right? Loss of life, security (bodily, financial, etc…), loss of another person. Fear involves suffering and anxiety over things which have yet to pass, which we have no control over.

How does fear conflict with the first commandment? Here's an example, if I fear losing my job and the financial security which comes with it, then what does this say about my relationship with God? In this example two things are revealed: 1. I value, or love, financial security (or money) more than God. 2. I don’t believe God’s words or I don’t really trust Him. Perhaps at this point someone might say to me: “How can you say this? I think you’re wrongly judging those suffering through job losses. Losing a job is a terrible thing.” To which I would respond yes it is terrible. However, I know exactly how it feels to lose a job and I know I have struggled with both of these points. I’ve been laid off 5 times in my life; the first time for 6 months, the second for 9 and the last for over 8. I even witnessed my dad suffer through a 2 year layoff while he took whatever jobs he could get. My parents lost their house and car. So I’m very familiar with losing a job and the consequences (physically, emotionally and spiritually). However, I will also state that each and every time this occurred, whether in my life or my parents, God provided exactly as He promised in Matthew 6:25-34. We (and I) always had food on the table and a roof over our heads, each other and many other blessings which aren’t promised, but given because it was His good pleasure to do so. Further He did this despite my attitude towards Him.

Genesis 22

Here’s a great example of godly faith. Abraham takes his only son whom he loves dearly. The very son God Himself promised Abraham and he obeys the word of God even though it means he will lose his son. Also in Hebrews 11:18-19 it can be seen clearly that Abraham believed the word of God. Specifically that the promise was through Isaac and not another son, even though he was about to strike down his only son, the son of promise. This displays not only Abraham's trust in God but his understanding of God’s character and faithfulness. When God makes a promise it will come to pass. “But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.”

Why is it so important to acknowledge God’s goodness? First off it’s difficult to trust someone whose character is in question. Secondly, human relationships speak to this. For instance, If I were to get married, I’d hope this woman would love me for my character, for who I am (warts and all), not for superficial reasons because the superficial quickly fades when the reality of imperfection sets in. I saw this in my parents’ marriage. It’s difficult to hide the warts from your spouse, especially while enduring a severe trial (losing a job, serious health issues, both of which my parents had to endure together). Neither of my parents were perfect, but they were real with us and each other. Yes there was conflict, but after they came through it all they had a more real love and appreciation for one another, not as man defines love, but as God defines it. 1 Corinthians 13. Therefore, why would God not have that same expectation of us? I must love God. In order to love Him I must trust Him. In order to trust Him I need to believe He is who He says He is, that He truly is good and will work all things together for good to those who love Him. Also consider Jeremiah 29:11.

Lastly, concerning fear: “There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear, because fear involves torment. But he who fears has not been made perfect in love.” 1 John 4:18. So my encouragement is to aspire to perfect love so that we may consider Him faithful in His promises to us.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

The Peter Syndrome

http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Luke%2022:24-38&version=NKJV

http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=John%2018:1-11&version=NKJV

So as a believer life is all about learning and becoming more like Jesus Christ, and all that is associated with that. This is significantly easier than it sounds. I’ve definitely come to the belief that God is not a “flip switcher” or genie in a bottle at all, although a large part of me wishes He were. Meaning His timetable and will in our lives probably doesn’t line up with our desires and timetable. Also, He custom tailors His approach to each person while intersecting with them while they are still very much in sin.

In my spirit I sincerely want to be more like Jesus and obviously I want to be happy and have certain relationships, opportunities and things. I don’t believe any of this is bad, in and of itself. However, if I’m honest I want these things right now. I mean that’s why I’m praying to God. Right?! Why else pray to God unless you want something now? I further make things worse by accusing God of wrong doing in my life when He doesn’t work on my schedule and in exactly the way I want Him to. Obviously there’s a conflict between my desire for Jesus Christ and the desires of this life.

So what does God do with this? Well in my life, at least, He uses open and closed doors. He also uses opportunities to display holiness. Meaning someone offends me or stirs up anger in me and I have the opportunity to show patience, forgiveness and love or I have the opportunity to react from my flesh. Perhaps I’m too hard on myself, but more times than not I act as a child from my flesh. Now the good news is that God is full of grace, forgiveness, love and mercy. Now if someone has His spirit He can use that spirit to counsel and convict us so that we can hopefully continue to eventually move forward, all the while keeping in mind that the enemy condemns.

Confession time:

Last night I had a great opportunity to show patience and love towards a brother who, from my perspective, wronged a sister in Christ. I then proceeded to patiently and lovingly show him his fault one on one as taught in scripture because I’m such an awesome loving disciple of the teachings of Jesus Christ… NOT!! No of course I allowed my sense of justice, probably mixed with a fair amount of pride, to control my actions. I allowed myself to lose my temper and go off on this guy. I pointed out his wrong to everyone in the group and demonstrated exactly how not to act like Jesus. Worse I have the impression I’m sort of looked up to in this group and so people may now feel emboldened to follow my example. Hopefully I’m respect only a very little and my fault in this situation is clearly seen by all.

Ok so why did I reference the above verses? Well Luke 22 probably happened within less than 24 hours of John 18. In Luke 22 essentially the disciples are still vying for position (who’s the greatest?). Jesus lays out for them a simple formula for greatness in servitude. Then Jesus confronts and prophesies negatively over Peter . Then He goes on with some seemingly strange commands, like sell your cloak and buy a sword (verse 36). To this day I don’t fully understand the meaning behind this, but somehow I don’t think He meant it literally, as verse 38 seems to suggest. To sum it up; Who’s the greatest? Peter’s denial prophesied by Jesus and Jesus talking about acquiring swords. (keep in mind Peter’s also already made the good confession concerning Jesus Christ) Now keep these three points in mind and fast forward to John 18. Peter takes the opportunity to show Jesus that he believes he’s the greatest of the disciples by pulling out a sword and hacking off a ear. As an aside, I somehow doubt Peter was trying to hack off an ear. He was probably trying to hack off his head, but in his fear and the reality of the situation he missed and hit the guy’s ear. Jesus then scolds Peter again.

So keeping all this in mind, if we put ourselves in Peter’s shoes, would we have done any differently? I probably wouldn’t have. Justice and pride dictated that Peter was right to do what he did. He knew who Jesus really was, he already told Jesus he wasn’t on board with His plans regarding His death (even though Jesus also confronted him about this), he wanted to be the greatest of the disciples, Jesus mentioned something about swords and now here’s his big chance. However, Peter was most certainly not in the right.

Here’s the personal application for me:

Justice and pride are certainly not a license to act. Allow God the opportunity to act. His holy spirit is far better at this than any sinner. His conviction leads to true repentance, holiness and growth in others. If necessary take concerns to the person one on one. DO NOT CONFRONT IN GROUPS UNLESS THERE IS ABSOLUTELY NO OTHER WAY!!!!