Saturday, May 27, 2006

The Times They are a Changin

Just when I thought I had at least a little bit of insight on where my life was going I've come to yet another fork in the road.

I'm writing this article from San Francisco as I'm visiting with my good friend and bro in Christ Greg (check out his blog under my Links).

Anyway, regarding this fork in the road of my life…
I was let go from my job yesterday just before I left work to get ready to come out here to CA. You want to know the real kicker? I just bought a new house this past Tuesday. I also found this kind of funny this happened to me soon after writing the 'Today' article. So I have my own words, as well as Jesus Christ's, providing me both with accountability and encouragement. I also have a fun filled week to look forward to here in CA. I guess I should also mention that misery loves company and Greg is coincidentally facing the same harsh reality. Thankfully, though, he's been given ample notice and provisions, but as with me he has to make some big decisions soon. If you want to read more about Greg's latest adventures go check out his blog.

The good news is that I've been taking real estate classes and hope to be doing this full time in the next few weeks. I'd also like to get involved in a part/full time ministry. I'm considering writing a book on this blog and I'm following engineering leads, though honestly I've had about enough of engineering and I'm sick of moving.

I'll try to write more about this after I get more sleep, enjoy my CA vacation and have more time to digest all this. I'm just thankful I have a savior and provider who has seen me through worse and who will see me through this trek in the wilderness.

Friday, May 26, 2006

Fallen Race: Part 2: I Can't Believe It's Not Butter

Originally, I wanted to write this second article on my thoughts of possibly why ‘The Da Vinci Code’ is so popular. However, I feel it’s necessary to elaborate a bit more on why I’m of the opinion Dan Brown is perpetuating this book as fact, even though he says it’s fiction.

Before I get into my research I'll just state, as a writer, that my opinions and beliefs come out in everything I do, whether painting, writing, drawing or playing my guitar. Contrary to popular belief no one can compartmentalize, or separate, all of their opinions and feelings from what they express. What's the point of artistic expression, if not to express ones perspectives, feelings, concerns and opinions? Even while reading something as fantastical as the LOTR, it's fairly obvious that JR Tolkien is expressing his desire for true friendship. Yes in some ways his characters are 2 dimensional, but yet still they somehow seem so real, or rather perhaps that's our desire for them to be real. Who wouldn't want to have friends like that? Especially considering how 2 dimensional and selfish most real people really are. So you see Tolkien's talent comes in his ability to write and create a breath taking world for us to get lost in, but his story is really about relationships, specifically friendships.

Back to my research. The following 4 websites offer views on 'The Da Vinci Code':

1. Go to this website to read what Dan Brown himself has to say about his book: http://www.danbrown.com/novels/davinci_code/faqs.html

2. The following is an article from a critical site: http://www.ignatius.com/books/davincihoax/

3. Here's a very good well thought out critique: http://www.lifesite.net/ldn/2005/jan/050114a.html
"It doesn’t have to be real, as this one is surely not, despite Brown’s inclusion of a preface boldly headlined “FACT.” "

4. The following is an article from MSNBC: http://msnbc.msn.com/id/12815760/
“Ivereigh complained that Brown and film studio Sony Pictures “have encouraged people to take it seriously while hiding behind the claim that it is fiction.””

So there you go; an article from the author himself, statements from critics and a news article.

Something to chew on: Let’s say someone authoritatively and convincingly begins to perpetuate (through a book and/or movie) the belief that the Civil War never happened. This person presents convincing evidence, which suggests that other events led to the loss of lives and the resulting change in the political landscape. Let’s say this person also presents extensive evidence, which suggests most of the African American slaves, of that time period, conspired with foreign powers to overthrow the US government. Moreover, these slaves didn’t receive their freedom through the defeat of the South, but through negotiations mediated by this foreign power. In exchange this foreign power received beneficial trade agreements and other concessions from the US. The author presents all of this as fiction, yet claims all of the background of the story is completely factual. Even if this person were lying, who would really know? There are no eyewitnesses still alive. The author may even go so far as to say they want everyone to take it seriously because it encourages dialogue concerning racial tensions, which most people would agree is important. However, all the while the author chooses his or her words very carefully so as to create just enough "real" controversy, with race relations, so as to encourage everyone to buy their book and go see the movie. The author has no concern, nor does he or she accept any negative repercussions (concerning race relationships) as a result of his or her story, but the author will take all the money you throw at him or her.

Do you see how a person can say one thing, but it’s really meaningless, considering the motivations? This isn’t even taking into account personal beliefs. Perhaps Dan Brown’s a Christian or perhaps he’s a Gnostic, or some other anti-Christian? Perhaps the author of this fictional Civil War book is a racist? Perhaps not? However, knowing this would sure help with establishing intent. I personally believe Dan Brown is anti-Christian, consumed with wealth and fame. I also believe he's fully aware of the effect his book is having and he's relishing the fact that something he wrote has caused such a stir.

I believe 'The Da Vinci Code' is an attack on Jesus Christ and it's confusing people. I know of people in America who claim this book is real. I heard that 33% of Canadians believe it’s real. However, I also believe the fact that this book has caused so much of a stir only represents the failure of the church to reach out to the world. Yes Christians can use this book to open up dialogue with non-Christians, but I believe we wouldn't have to if we were actually bringing Jesus Christ to our workplaces and personal lives. Part of me believes being consumed with defending Christianity from this book is akin to handing out tracts, in that it seems too canned and prepared. I believe your witness is much more effective if you're actually living life with people outside of your Christian bubble. Be aware of this book, but not consumed with defending Christianity over it. Again I can’t stress this enough, do the research and develop your own opinion based on this research. Look at all sides, but as a Christian, always begin and end your opinions with the foundation of Jesus Christ as laid out in the Bible.

Here’s a resource I just found on Bible archeology (I don’t like doing this, but this one time, still do your own research):
http://www.allaboutarchaeology.org/bible-archaeology.htm
**I haven’t fully investigated this site, but after skimming it over it looks good. Please let me know if there are any major discrepancies or heresies on this site.

Thursday, May 25, 2006

Fallen race: Part 1: The Da Vinci Code!!!!

Everyone else is talking about this, so I guess it’s time for me to throw in my $0.02.

In the beginning, of the church that is, there was darkness.

During Jesus Christ’s ministry He battled against the ruling religious figures of His time. These folks (primarily Pharisees & Sadducees) believed in following specific rules and regulations in order to attain grace. When Jesus preached on true grace, they preached on the law.

Fast forward a few years. Some of these ruling religious figures converted to Christianity. However, they brought some of their old ways with them, hence, the creation of the circumcision group. These folks still didn’t understand grace and the real message of Jesus Christ. Most likely they were caught up in the miraculous works done by Jesus and His apostles and the resulting popularity, much as Simon the sorcerer (Acts 8:9-25). They believe on the miraculous signs, but failed to understand the relationship with Jesus Christ. They led many astray with their unbelief.

Fast forward a few more years and we can read in almost any of the post gospels the beginnings of the Gnostic movement. (For example Colossians 2:20-23)

Fast forward a couple hundred years to Constantine. Constantine was the first ruler who successfully integrated Christianity into government. I believe Constantine, observing the slow death of the Roman Empire, saw Christianity, with its obedience to the governing authorities and the necessity for fellowship, as a means of controlling the population. “If you can’t beat them, join them”.

Now we come to the present day. Today we have ‘The Da Vinci Code’. I have to admit I haven’t seen the movie nor read the book. I don’t plan on reading the book; however, I would like to see the movie. My concern is with the effect this movie is having on the population. People are going bonkers over this movie, as if it were a revelation from God Himself.

“Sorry everyone! I messed up! You know how stupid and inept I am, what with creating the universe and everything! I’m sorry it took me almost 2000 years to wake up from my nap, but you ought to listen to Dan Brown. No, really! Ok time for another 2000 year nap!”

Come on now! Think for yourselves for crying out loud. Nothing I’ve heard or read about the author would lead me to believe he knows anything about truth. However, there is something he knows very well, that’s how to get our money. Many Christians are being told to watch this movie to counter its lies. Non-Christians are going to see this movie either because they were so enraptured with the book or because of all the controversy surrounding it, especially if they have a Christian background. I would assume there’s actually an entertainment value to watching this movie, but I won’t know until I see it.

Personally, there’s the whole issue of whether I, as a Christian, should even go to see this movie. I have to admit I’m getting caught up in the hype of “you just gotta see it. Everyone else is". Do I go see the movie and directly support a man who holds little value in truth, but will spread lies and participate in the eternal destruction of his fellow man in order to line his pockets? Do I compromise and wait till it comes out on DVD and either buy it, rent it or borrow it? If I buy it I’m probably supporting the author even more then if I had went to the movie and worse I’m continually condoning it’s existence and possibly compromising my own beliefs. If I borrow it, yes I’m not support the author at all, but I’m condoning someone else’s support. Renting would seem to be the best alternative, but I’m not sure I’m making more of this then I really should. However, I’ve just wasted time writing this article and even more time debating all this in my head.

Anyway, back to my scolding of people who believe the first thing they see, hear or read. Around 59% of the people in this country use the internet and I’m sure the rest can at least get a library card. I freely admit that my postings are my opinion. Yes I quote scripture and this is definitely good, but the commentary is written from my perspective. This means it’s the responsibility of the reader to research topics you’re unsure of. Truth always begins and ends with Jesus Christ, so the Bible is the logical best first resource. However, the Bible isn’t a study on archeology or ancient civilizations. It’s a study on Jesus Christ. However, there is evidence (many books written by respected historians & archeologists, both Christian and secular) which backs up much of what is mentioned in the Bible. I would encourage anyone to research this material, as you study the Bible, especially if you’re seeking truth in your life, or if you’ve grown up with Christianity, but rejected it because of peer(s) or authority figure(s). I guarantee you, if you research Dan Brown's material you'll find holes and it won't take you long to discover them.

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Today

Ok some folks might notice that I'm about to plagiarize myself. However, don't worry because I'm sure I won't mind.

The following is an excerpt from an email I recently sent out to members of my old singles group:

Recently I've been pondering on Proverbs 16:9, Hebrews 3:12-14 and James 4:13-17. I feel many of us have a tendency to work against the teachings in these verses. We feel as if we have to plan out our whole lives when in fact we have no power or influence over the future at all. What's worse, we allow ourselves to accept failure and discouragement for not meeting our own expectations. The past is set in stone, the future is the providence of God alone and the present is where and when we live. We are called only to love and obey our Lord (Joshua 22:5). This is not to say many of our desires (marriage, children, better jobs, ministry opportunities, etc...) are wicked only our covetousness (or false idolatry) and obsession with these desires. Our plans and lives ought not to revolve around these desires. The Bible clearly teaches that we are to take all of our thoughts captive (2 Corinthians 10:5). I believe it's a misinterpretation to say these verses only apply to supposedly "bad" thoughts (as we define them). I believe any time we take our eyes off of Jesus Christ we are engaging in "bad" thoughts, even when considering something seemingly as altruistic as ministries. With this in mind we ought to meditate on the application of our faith TODAY to serve and encourage each other in Christ (Hebrews 3:12-14).

Again, I don't believe there is anything wrong with having desires, but, as Christians we all should encourage one another to submit our desires to Jesus Christ, instead of creating false idols of them, as the unbelieving world does. This, I believe, is part of our witness to the world.

Friday, May 19, 2006

New Cancer Development

I've lost several close relatives to cancer, mostly women, so I keep my eyes open for new developments in the cancer community. Hence I've attached an article about a new development in cervical cancer. It's interesting to note the direct relationship between cervical cancer and STD's.

You know if there's one deadly & sinful way of thinking that came out of the 60's it's all that free love crap. It's such an evil mindset. In the 60's it was in its infancy, now it’s in its young adulthood and yet we still don't discuss many of the topics we should. Of course as a born again Christian man I believe the Bible is absolutely crystal clear that sex outside of marriage is wrong. As a 34 year old man who has grown up in the church I've resolved many of the does and don'ts of Christianity in my mind. Yes the Bible says sex outside of marriage is wrong, but why? So many of us view this as just another stupid rule, like our parents telling us to clean up our room because they said so. "That darn God is upstairs just waiting to smack me for messing up." However, I believe God has very good reasons for His rules.

What ticks me off is how inept parents and the school system are at teaching about sex; warts and all (pardon the expression). At least this was true of my experience with sex education. I hope to God the school system and parents are doing a better job now, however, since teenage sex is still very prevalent I'd say not. This is not to even get into this latest internet spawned pedophile craze (for those who've been tracking the recent Dateline story). For instance, I only recently learned about 50% of men and women in the US have a STD. That's staggering to me. That means 50% of our population has an easily preventable disease. Yes many of these viruses aren't deadly, that is not directly. However, the medical community knows of at least 4 which can be deadly, indirectly, by causing other complications, such as cervical cancer. Fortunately, it seems that now there is a cure for these 4 viruses (per the attached article). However, this still doesn't address this issue in our schools and homes. Christian parents should take an active interest in the lives of their children, both in loving them and teaching them. Don't depend on the schools. However, our schools should support good parenting by teaching abstinence and the negative physical repercussions of being promiscuous: sterility, death, birth defects as well as becoming a carrier of a disease to other people. Also, the emotional negative repercussions of engaging in an intimate physical activity with a person who is not a spouse and then bringing this into a marriage with another person. This has to diminish the emotional intimacy in a marriage. However, these emotional repercussions are only speculative on my part.

Though our schools teach about protection, I wonder how many kids or young college adults actually even think about using protection during sex, let alone actually use it? Even protected sex isn't 100%, as many STD's are passed on by skin to skin contact, not just by intercourse.

So God has His reasons for providing us with rules and guidelines and it's not just so He can smack us when we're naughty. It's so our lives will be filled with less trouble, but more of the peace and joy we were created to experience.

*Greg if you read this article please pipe in, with any of your medical support, additions or corrections.

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Financial Daze

Therefore, it is necessary to submit to the authorities, not only because of possible punishment but also because of conscience. This is also why you pay taxes, for the authorities are God's servants, who give their full time to governing. Give everyone what you owe him: If you owe taxes, pay taxes; if revenue, then revenue; if respect, then respect; if honor, then honor. Love, for the Day is Near Let no debt remain outstanding, except the continuing debt to love one another, for he who loves his fellowman has fulfilled the law. (Romans 13:5-8)

For clarification I don't believe these verses teach that Christians are absolutely not allowed to have debt. I believe these verses pertain more to delinquent debt. However, I also believe there is some relevance to any debt, delinquent or otherwise. I believe as Christians we ought to be very careful about what we buy and more responsible with the funds God has provided us with. I believe Christians should definitely strive to be completely out of debt, instead of buying bigger houses and cars. Crown Financial Ministries has some great teachings on finding that Biblical balance of debt and giving. I also believe Christians, as part of this balance, should be saving and investing a portion of the money we feel God has allotted for our personal use.

I attached an article pertaining to stock market investing. I found it to be interesting. On a more personal note I'm closing on two houses next week. I should reap a decent profit from the house I'm selling, while I'm actually downgrading with the house I'm buying, by about 30%. If it's God's will I should be completely out of debt, except for the new mortgage, by next week. There's no doubt in my mind God has a purpose for all this. I've always had great credit, but I've also been in debt up to my eyeballs before. Meaning, almost all my money was going out to pay bills. Now, however, I'm going to be in a position in which I will have significantly less money going out. I'll be able to have a real savings account, something I haven't had in 8 or 9 years.

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

Frogs and snails, And puppy dog tails

I've wasted a good bit of time checking out random blogs since I started this crazy blog thing late last year. I've found 5 basic types of blogs: 1. The inspirational/thought provoking 2. The diary 3. Pictures 4. Advertisement driven 5.Informational.

I hope this blog falls more in line with the inspirational.

Anyway, as I was checking out these blogs I started thinking about the possible intentions people have in creating these websites. Why do we do it? Insanity? Loneliness? Boredom? Desperation? A need for attention? A need for praise? Delusions of grandeur? Are there really any altruistic reasons for creating a blog?

I wonder if this blog symbolizes many of these reasons. I know I struggle with loneliness and lately a tremendous amount of boredom in my job. I wonder if I was married, had an interesting job and was more involved in the lives of other people if I would even have time for a blog.

Honestly am I doing any good with this? I'm sure many other bloggers have contemplated this. I tried to do the diary thing, but I found that I didn't like being that vulnerable. I decided that I wanted this blog to be more about Jesus then about me, more about living as a part of His body. I leave it to the reader to be the judge.

I came across this random woman's blog. From examining her blog I came to learn that she's an attractive single woman in her late 20's/early 30's. I also learned, as I dug deeper into her postings, that she's dealing with the death of a boyfriend whom she was deeply in love with. How awful. Though I've never lost a girlfriend by death I do know what it's like to loose a very close loved one. However, I question whether the internet is the best place to express our most personal thoughts and struggles. It's like some kind of reality TV meets reality blogs thing. Perhaps the authors are looking for acceptance, answers or a small amount of recognition? Perhaps the readers are addicted to knowing something very personal about someone else? Perhaps we need real community more then we care to admit and these blogs (especially the diary styled) help us to feel close to someone, even though we don't really know them?

My conclusion: Blogging can be fun and it can have an altruistic purpose, as much as reading a book can, at least. However, living life with real flesh and blood people should always take priority. As a self professed introvert (though there are several people I know who would disagree) I know how difficult it is to put yourself out there to get to know people, but you may go gray, if you wait on other people to take the initiative with you. Sure keep reading books & blogs, but think about getting a job at a coffee house or hosting a cookout at your place as well. Think balance. Taking the time to really love someone is far more important then lighting up a computer screen.

Faith, hope and love that's what little boys and girls in Jesus Christ are made of.
And he said: "I tell you the truth, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven. (Matthew 18:3)

Monday, May 15, 2006

Who Do You Love?

"So it's time for Who do ya love....hubba hubba hubba.....money money money....who do ya love? Me? I'm giving away free money. And where is the Batman? HE'S AT HOME, WASHIN' HIS TIGHTS!!!" Jack Nicholson (as the Joker in Batman).

Why is it we humans screw up everything we touch, even things we can’t touch? Take Christianity for instance. This word has been so grievously abused the world over for thousands of years. It seems as though everyone wants to see Jesus through their own eyes.
John 6:14-15
Even His apostles
Mark 10:35-40

Ask yourself the following question: Who do you love? This is a simple question, but for some reason this is a very difficult question to answer honestly. You may truly believe you’re being honest, but still you could very easily lie.

What is the meaning of life? Why am I here? Is there any reason for my existence? What is Christianity? Who is Jesus Christ? In the perceived context of Christianity, which God do you worship? Do you love Christianity more than Jesus Christ? In light of the previous questions how do you answer this question?

In answering, or thinking about these questions, I’ve noticed 5 different church attenders: 1. The honest unbeliever/seeker 2. The modern Pharisee 3. The well intended fake 4. The heretic 5. The true believer. I’ve already written about #4 and I’m sure I’ll write many more articles pertaining to false teachers and the like. For this article I have nothing to say on true believers. The focus for this particular article are the posers.

The modern Pharisee:
These people know where they stand with God. Most likely they've been attending a church since early childhood. Perhaps Christianity is a good paying career for them? Perhaps they attend church because of their spouses? Either way, Christianity to them is a means to an end, not a relationship. Christianity is a nice sounding word they can throw out to get instant respect (at least in the south) and boy do they love that respect. Christianity is a way for them to manipulate others and tie a heavy weight and burden around the necks of the weak (Luke 11:39-52). It is a way for them to boast about themselves (Matthew 6:1-16). Yes, I'm referring to the modern day Pharisees. Unless God shows you mercy by humbling you (as He did Nebuchanezzar) you'll never see His beauty or except His salvation.

The well intended fake:
These are the unfortunate souls who felt it was necessary to finally “graduate” on their own from honest non-believer to believer without ever really repenting of their sins or accepting Jesus Christ as their savior. Perhaps for the sake of acceptance? These folks genuinely believe they are saved, but they fail to understand even the basic fundamentals of The Way or the authority and truth of scripture. They enjoy the sense of community and social acceptance but never really understand 1 Corinthians 1:18-21. These folks, since they don’t have a personal relationship with Jesus Christ, live out, in one form or another, legalistic lives and will eventually become modern Pharisees. They will continue to fix their gaze upon the church, their parents, other Christians and their own needs until they either wake up to Jesus Christ or fall into eternal despair. They will refuse to fix their gaze upon Jesus Christ because they can’t see Him through the smog of their own unrepentant sin. They can’t hear His voice because they won’t stop talking about their own desires. They can’t touch Him because their hands are busy serving themselves instead of others. You won’t see much in the way of love from these folks, but you’ll see lots of frustration, unforgiving spirits, condemnation, as well as a spirit quick to turn from Christ when trouble comes their way. Galatians 5:19-2 These are the people Jesus speaks of in Revelation 3:14-20.

So I ask you again, do you love Jesus Christ or do you love Christianity?

Now this isn’t a declartion to take up arms against these folks. This is a call to lift up your arms to embrace a fellow image bearer of God. This is a call to discern these folks so that you can properly minister, disciple, pray for, love on and encourage these folks. Perhaps God will use the seed of love you plant to spring forth an eternal increase for His kingdom?

Thursday, May 11, 2006

Is Marriage the answer?

I believe many, if not everyone, struggles with this sense of loneliness. I think everyone handles this loneliness in different ways, depending on how acutely aware of it they are. Some people fill this hole with godly things like: helping other people, reading the Bible, praying and helping other people (did I say that twice?). Other folks fill their lives with the abuse, or too much, of: drugs, sex, money, work, material goods, power, church, church ministries, vacations, friends, marriage and other such distractions or combinations. The thing is this loneliness can very well remain while hanging out with friends or even spending time with a loving spouse. Why? Could it be we weren’t created for other people?

Think about the following story: You're a soldier, with bad vision, sent into war without your glasses (your choice by the way). Unfortunately, several of your buddies, with even worse eyesight then you, have made the same bad decision, concerning not wearing their glasses. Everyone else is completely blind. Suddenly, everyone in your company has been pierced by the poisonous arrows of the enemy. Most of your buddies feel the pain but either can barely make out the arrow, live in denial or don't understand where it's coming from. However, even with your bad vision you can at least somewhat make out the arrow. What do you do? Do you continue to just stare at that blurry arrow and frantically scream and run in place like a lunatic? Or do you take the time to look around and help your buddies? Do you offer to tell your blind buddies that they're standing right next to the medical tent and all they need to do is reach out? Do you offer to at least show those who can see where this tent is?

We were created for fellowship with God not other people. Other people are either the walking dead in need of help or fellow travelers.

For those of you who might think marriage is an answer: I can tell you that marriage is most definitely not the answer (based on what I’ve seen and heard, since I’m 100% single). If you feel lonely hanging out even with your close friends then why would this change with marriage? It’s true you may not feel as lonely, but marriage won’t redeem or save you at all. You’ll still be the same sinner you’ve always been, unless you submit to Jesus Christ.

I do believe we can find a measure fulfillment in this life in God; "to live is Christ" (Philippians 1:21), but not complete (1 Corinthians 13:8-12 & 1 Peter 1:5-9). However, I also believe the Bible teaches (Romans 5:3-5 , 2 Corinthians 2:3-6, 1 Peter 1:5-9, to name a few) much suffering precedes a more mature understanding of God.

The problems with abusing drugs, sex, work, etc… is more obvious then say, the seemingly more complicated and less recognized issue of marriage abuse. No I’m not referring to spousal abuse, at least not in the sense of physically or emotionally. I’m referring to looking for a solution in a spouse. A problem with thinking marriage is a solution, is that any current perceived disappointments (realized as a single), will only multiply as it becomes apparent marriage isn’t the solution. Unfortunately, we’ll still struggle with lust, gossip, insensitivity, greed or any other fault you have (or had) as a single. I believe many married folks see marriage as a means to fill in the loneliness and then become disappointed when they find out their imperfect mate is incapable of being anything more then a partner, or fellow traveler, in life. This destructive expectation, mixed with impatience & selfishness, I believe, has led to the high divorce rate in the church. Of course the media exasperates this situation by desensitizing us to such perversions as fornication, homosexuality & divorce (to name but a small few). Over the last 50 years these perversions have become socially acceptable practices. All are outside of God’s design and all take away from the sanctity of marriage. However, the media & Hollywood’s influence on the church is another article.

Anyway, I think we would all do well to learn the secret of contentment, as Paul did. (Philippians 4:11-13)

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

A Conversation About True Life

"Preach Always, When Necessary Use Words" (St Francis of Assisi)

From my observations the churches teachings on witnessing are woefully inadequate. I believe there is a huge misunderstanding about how we should be witnesses for Jesus Christ. I believe we throw witnessing into this box and label it “handing out tracts” or “ambushing unsuspecting folks at the mall” or “knocking on random doors”. Witnessing seems to be taught as something we need to mentally prepare for. “Ok, now it’s time for us to all go out and witness about Jesus Christ to these unsaved folks.” Instead witnessing should be taught as a way of life for Christians, an active part of our worship, an integral part of our lives.

Witnessing was never intended to be like flipping a switch or turning on your car or flexing a muscle. It should be part of who you are. Witnessing is something that grows as you grow in Christ. However, there’s no knighting process. You’ll never reach this point of being good enough or sinless enough or faithful enough to witness to anyone and you don’t have to. Jesus Christ reached this point for you. The second you accept Jesus Christ as your Lord and savior is the second you’re ready to witness. However, what is witnessing?

The Bible teaches “Go therefore and make disciples of all the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all that I commanded you” (Matthew 28:19-20). This has always been the churches banner for Christian’s to take the Word to the unbelieving world. However, many misconceptions have been born from these verses. First it states "ALL" nations (this includes the one you're living in), not just OTHER nations. Secondly, it must be taken in context. Who was Jesus’ audience? This teaching was originally focused on the 11 apostles. However, during Jesus Christ’s teaching to the masses on the beatitudes He discussed witnessing, which supports the great commission (or rather the Great Commission supports the beatitudes). Matthew 5:13-16. Particularly verse 16, supports the interpretation that witnessing is a way of life for Christians much more then a planned event.

Of course there are hindrances and obstacles to living an effective life filled with the love of Jesus Christ. Other people, even friends and family, can do the work of the enemy in our lives through discouragement and sharing bad advice. I’ve seen this in my life and the lives of many others. I recently read an article from another blog in which the author was sharing one of his witnessing experiences. He relayed his story of randomly coming across an unsaved man and his subsequent desire and attempts to discuss Jesus Christ with this unbeliever. He shared that, unfortunately, others have laughed at his attempt to witness and told him that he ought to get his faith in order before telling others about it. This is without a doubt a lie straight from hell! A lie fabricated in order to render him ineffective by taking away his joy and confidence in Christ. Satan can’t take away our salvation, but he can rob us of our joy, if we allow him to. This is a prime example of why we need to be in prayer, the word and fellowship with other believers. From what I read this man is doing all of these, so I’m sure God will show him the error in this bad advise others have wickedly shared with him, concerning witnessing about Jesus Christ. However, many Christians I know, or have known, don’t have this support system and so they can live the rest of their lives never sharing the gospel of Jesus Christ with anyone. How sad and how selfish.

Is being sinful and full of doubts a valid reason to not witness to others?

I would like to briefly point out a few biblical examples of the types of people God used and how sinful and how doubting they were. From these examples I hope to present a solid biblical truth that God doesn’t require our perfection in order for His will to be done or His glory to be revealed in our lives. As you will see God works through the sinful doubters.

1. Gideon (Judges 6)
Was the self-professing “least of his family” (Judges 6:15). He asked the Lord for 3 signs. He doubted the Lord even after acknowledging the presence of an angel (Judges 6:22). However, Gideon continued to doubt the Lord up to the 3rd sign and even still God provided him with a 4th, unsolicited sign (Judges 7:9-11) to encourage Gideon. God ultimately used Gideon to glorify Himself and rescue Israel.

2. Jonah
His hatred for the Assyrians far exceeded his desire to obey God. In this sin Jonah disobeyed God and ran from Him. However, God once again reveals His mercy to Jonah through His patient teachings. Instead of striking Jonah dead for his disobedience God takes the time to allow Jonah to see the error of his ways and repent during his 3 days in the belly of a fish (Jonah 1:17), while also allowing for a precursor to Jesus Christ (Matthew 16:4). Even after this, and after Jonah was finally obedient to God (Jonah 3:3), Jonah still desired the destruction of Ninevah, even though he knew God’s intentions (Jonah 4:2). Even at this point, during Jonah’s sin, pride and selfishness, God still spent the time to teach Jonah about life and His good will. Through God’s patience and love Jonah’s words were used to save a nation from His fierce anger.

3. King David
Who committed adultery (2 Samuel 11:4) and murder (2 Samuel 11:14-15), repented, was forgiven (2 Samuel 12:13) and used of God.

If someone claiming to be a Christian claims that a particular level of maturity of mind and faith, is needed to witness, they are wrong. Any wisdom or glory we have is found in Jesus Christ alone and perfection (through Him) only understood after we pass from this world.
1 Corinthians 13:8-12

I can’t strongly encourage Christians enough to continue to pursue opportunities to witness to others whether through your life or with words. Don’t worry about failure and don't be afraid to invest in others for the glory of the kingdom. More then likely this worry comes more from selfish pride then concern for the glory of Jesus Christ. We don’t cause a person to grow in Christ (1 Corinthians 3:6), so why take on this burden? Really, who cares if you fall on your face witnessing to someone? God is bigger then any of us and the forgiveness Jesus Christ bought for us is bigger then anything we could ever do. Christians should always be real and honest about their relationship with the Lord, but always keep in mind it’s about Jesus Christ, not any of us. 1 Corinthians 2:2